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Monday, March 1, 2010 | 3:34 PM
♥ Dear blogger, I came here to express my feelings... Things that couldnt hardly split it from my mouth to tell someone... I always remember all the ups and downs and those happy moments that being with you... Thanks for everything that we had been through, I felt being loved and appreciated ^^ Thanks for your toleration, kindness, caring, understanding and advices. Honestly, I had been long long time never concerned and care by someone like you... after been through previous darkness.. I always sleep late and didnt really care my routine of my life, you said it's very unhealthy to used to being sleep late always; you said I had being over headstrong and sturborn in everything, have to tolerate, care and respect each other caused it's no longer one person thing anymore.... ; you said we shoudlnt waste time to quarrel and blame each other, because life is too short for us to waste time on those unnecessary thing... Anyhow, I like you to being so long-winded, complaining and talking too much about me... because I know you care about the relationship so much that I thought... Sorry caused I couldnt be a nice girl that you wishes for, because of my headstrong-ness, my attitude, sorry and forgive me caused I felt like I had already used to my single life previously, I like to being myself, a little selfish and sturborn... do whatever I want, go wherever I want... But I know I have to change when I met you.. I have to be tolerate, respect, listen, care and understand your feelings... p/s: But Im having a little problem that I started looking for some freedom, sometimes I questioned myself to why freedom being so important to me... when I looked back the previous me, I realised that... hmm perhaps I used to put myself instead of someone else... Lastime I used to being independent and freely deciding on my decisions, chasing my dreams and goals... but everything seems changed... but its okay... for the first time I met you, I know I wont be regret to love you... hmmmmmmphhh =/ But I needed some time alright? =) Aikss~~ XOXO |