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♥ Finally... Finished major part of my paper =) Just left one for Microeconomics...
After finish you, I will be free from stress and do whatever I want during the semester break, thou the semester break is not long enough, but I hope still can used up my holiday with satisfaction.

But still, I cant do really well for my BITA paper... I missed alot of chapters and couldnt do well at all... guess I will know what result I'll getting soon =( Sigh.

Back to update a little of my recent life now...
Sometimes I realized that I dont have any real friends in my life...
I try to not think of it but it seems the fear came back and distracted my mind again.
Especially when I really needed someone to comfort and talk with, I just cant think of anyone who can really understands and listen to my thoughts.
I felt that I am so lonely and being isolated ...
Usually I spent more time on my own, I hate to eat alone, watch movie alone, walk alone...
Everyone seems getting more and more distance from me...

Most of my girl friends spent their time most on their bf...
Normally they wont call me if I dont do the first step to call them out...
But why this keep happening on me? Why me?
Why I have to deserves that much of loneliness and sadness?

Maybe I should face the cruel reality... hmm and this is the only way I can do.
Try to be strong and tough.. Perhaps I should think at the brighter side that maybe it is just a part of an obstacle? And I have to used to it??
I cant have things in my own way....
I cant think other ways that can cure my sadness, blogging is the only way to express out my feeling and thoughts...

And I would feeling better ..... at least



XOXO

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